I absolutely love using the card system again.
I love the connection between the cards and building trust.
I love my new perspective on hobbies... although... I haven't mentioned that... yet.
And yet, I am nervous.
Nervous that this will all be temporary.
Nervous that I will slide back into being constantly behind and feeling stressed from my procrastination.
My aunt asked me once what I got from my bad habit.
I have no idea.
A momentary high of digging myself out of the hole I dug for myself?
Or... maybe... I am just perpetuating the pattern I was taught.
Or... maybe,,, I have some ADHD tendencies.
Or... maybe... I am simply a broken person trying to repair herself.
Whatever the reason, I can say that I have gotten so much done in the last two weeks and I also gave myself lots of breaks and "me time".
I could learn to love this life.
Hope you are having a great day!
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